we are almost on the same shoes. its just that i took the step1 again (2nd time) and am agonizingly waiting for my result to come by...I did fairly okay was familiar with the questions but I caught myself almost guessing the answers on neurology questions since I failed to go back at it for the third time...
I have no good things to share,, but I jst want you to know that there are a lot of people around who are also experiencing the same dilemma as you do...others may be even worse...
So what we can do, is to strive harder, and pray the hardest...Try to enroll to Kaplans course...and try to find a study partner that may try to be at same pace as you are...Now is not the time for us to give up...There are a lot of reasons why these things happen...
Hoping ang praying for your continues perserverance and patience..