Hi guys!

I am struggling with my internal desires and my scores. I really want to apply this year for Surgery or EM. I am an US IMG. I scored horrible step 1 with 203 and my step 2: 239. Unfortunately I can't apply to EM because I never took an EM elective because I didn't think i would stand a chance. What are my chances getting a surgical rotation? As a backup I will apply to peds.
Be honest. I know it's hard to actually calculate my chances.