Well my program was nice enough to give interns 4th of july weekend off, so I have some time to reply

. I can describe internship as of now as completely terrifying. There is an overwhelming amount to learn, from the computer system, to when and what to dictate, to all the ** required from HR, and Med ed, on top of the medical knowledge required to learn. I feel like a complete idiot most of the time. Since i am in a surgical specialty there is alot of technical/procedural stuff to know and I feel like a fish out of water in the OR. I actually was so nervous the other day I forgot how to gown and glove, adding to my already low self esteem. LOL. On a lighter note, I am really loving it so far although I still don't feel like a doctor, I know it will come in time. Hope every one else is doing well.