Originally I was a bit perturbed because I was accepted and then pressured by admin to send in the $500 deposit. I wanted to wait and see the results of financial aid, regardless, I followed the admins urgency and sent in my $500.
Later I found out that there was just no way I could qualify for loans. My parents agreed to co-sign and then we saw all of the companies dropping out.
Luckily I applied to a school with federal loans and was accepted.

I am still upset about losing my $500.00 - and if the admin reads this I want my money back.
But I suppose I could be in a worse situation.