well in the end when you are all doctors, it won't matter that much. if you wanted this bad enough to come down here, i'm sure you've had to face much worse adversity than what other people think of you.

to me, it never bothered me that much what other people are doing, but if it does to you maybe you should get some help as others have suggested here.

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AUC 5th Semester
Undergrad: UC Riverside